i love

i love kids.

i think they are the cutest things ever.

not only are the kids cute, but they are hardest thing to please.

they are so honest that when they like or hate something you can see it in their faces.

they are so honest that they make me feel as if i'm the biggest faker and a liar in the world.

which got me thinking.

as we grow up, we learn how to sugar coat things in life. we learn to smile and act nice so that people will like us. we pretend to like something we hate so that people around us will feel better and you won't be a jerk for making them feel bad.

we pretend to like something for the sake of other people's feelings, which is not bad at all, i think.

but when they figure it out that we did, it can sometimes hurt them.

or

it can sometimes make them feel grateful to you.

to be honest i don't know which is right.

however i still love kids.

buy me one.

tunnels. i remember i used to hold my breath, crossed my fingures, and wished everytime we went under it. i also remember i would pass out in the middle of it when we get stuck in traffic.

but i wonder if anyone ever gave up in the middle of it and just took a breath..

i know i've been through this tunnels many times, i know it's going to be worth it at the end, but i just can't seem to see that right now